Thursday, November 14, 2013

Almost another year without her

My Sweet Angel Baby, In just a few days time I'll be three years away from you. I still miss you so much, most days I carry you with me and I'm okay with where we are. Some days I'm not. Jenna misses you too. Tonight... out of the blue, she started sobbing for you. Gut wrenching sobs for the baby sister she never met! It tore me apart. She's talked about you before, but this was the first time she's really grieved, she was just over two when you were born, but she misses your presence in our lives. We all do. Carter will grow up knowing you too, I'll keep your memory alive in our family. I promise! I love you, Mommy.


  1. Another year... just so hard. And to read about Jenna is just heartbreaking even more. It's so hard to watch our living children with sadness over a sibling we so desperately wanted to be here to grow with them.

    Love to you.

  2. Another year seems completely unimaginable. Sorry to hear your Jenna is having a tough time right now.

    I love, love, love that Carter will know both of his sisters. <3